Freedom.

Never restrict or refuse me my freedom,
for I will tear you apart.
Do not judge me by my past,for your faith
helps me heal my broken heart.

A place to go,
where I can find a solace to rest.
If you can't take me at my worst,
then you don't deserve me at my best.

A far cry from your demands,
all your wants and your need,
A wonderful world of my existence bane
Where to my sorrows they pay heed.

The day will come when I finally break free,
Let go the protective arms that still surround me
I will dive into challenges that await me
Like a relentless,wide open sea.

Its my rebirth,a miracle from the Almighty,
A sure sign he has something wonderful waiting for me.
Till that day a pledge I take
That I will live this life the best I can make.

Endless wait....

She watched and waited
as time flew fast.
she wanted a word or a smile,
but there were only flashes of the past.

She wanted to lay down and die,
but she held on with hope in her core.
the days turned to weeks and weeks to months,
but of the one she longed for,there was word no more.

Her bright eyes betrayed her soul,
the cheery smile hid her pain.
she tried to hold on to reality,
but the memories were like whips of a cane.

Slowly her face reflected the truth,
of all the sleepless nights that she had cried,
the souls of regrets she tried to hide,
all the hurts that never died.

This much she didn't know,
but he had moved on.
There was another in his heart,
He was already gone.

She refused to believe anyone but held on to her hope,
The world moved on as she stood still.
The eyes of the universe mocked her,
with enough disdain to kill.

He had found his path in life,
He went on to his ultimate fate,
As she stood by in silence...
In the story of her life, the endless wait.